I think I finally understood why I wasn't writing or drawing, partly because of what 'songsforever' said, but also it was because I was angry with myself, really, I didn't know how it started at first, but when I thought about it, REALLY thought about it, I was able to find the answer.
When I started to think about my current situation, I think the way my thoughts were weren't healthy - (mentally that is) - and I started to think negatively, VERY negatively.
But now that I'm back into writing and drawing, albeit slowly, I think I will try to have a positive outlook on life. But - yeah.
I feel like when I'm drawing and writing - they show a